A damn cute guy, a gerbera and just another day...

Just another day on earth...

Have I done anything contributive? Hmm maybe not except to put on a forced but seemingly sincere smile. Sounds hypocritical right? Yeah that's the way the world works and my manager's double standard just confirms the hypocrisy around us. Since when have I become so cynical and pessimistic? I dunno it too! Maybe its just the hormones or maybe I am simply spending too much time at work. All of sudden, I have the crazy idea to quit my job.

Alright... the day ain't that bad afterall. Had lunch with a damn cute guy and he is freaking rich. Why? He drives a BMW around and he is just one year older than us. A fairly nice and sweet guy whom I think is feeling lonely and in search of a partner. Too bad I've got no chemistry with him but I think he will make a great friend. And Lai concludes that having lunch with a shuai ge is helpful to digestive system and brightens up the day. At least I've managed to stay cheerful till the end of work. Or maybe its just the pretty orange gerbera that brightens up the day. Would have been more fantastic if that one fifty didn't come out from my own pocket but from the cute dude.

You know what? I am guessing that I've misinterpreted all his signals and words. How is it possible for 2 person to work in the same office to not have spoken a single word physically or virtually for the whole day? No matter how busy one is, I believe a simple good morning doesn't cost more than 10 seconds to type out. So Lai concludes Tadashi is simply not interested in me and it has been a one-sided affair all along. All this swooning and hallucination should really stop. What's your take on this? If that's not the case, then I conclude I am a attention whore.

Anyway I am really happy you will have more time with me after my graduation. I am contemplating to apply for leave just for you my dear! Perhaps not able to go to Bhutan is a blessing that I can spend more time with people like you =) And if I can't muster enough courage to disappear from civilisation by myself in October, I might visit you then.