During the final semester, i prayed so hard for med school to be over. I was ready to be an intern.
I can admit patients, do referrals, order tests, write discharge summaries, put in IVs, do PR exams on alert patients. I was ready.
I was going to be the best intern in Said Country Hospital (SCH)!
Now i'm 2 weeks away from starting my job and all of a sudden i realise that i have forgotten all of my medicine.
Ask me anything, my most likely answer is "I don't know!"
I have the sudden inexplicable urge to study! But all of my books are packed into boxes.
Am i going crazy? Me, actually feeling a need to study!? This is insane! I'm must be going nuts! Why do i feel strangely inadequate?
Self Doubt is one of the greatest ghosts that haunts me.
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